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i’ve been dating my boyfriend for a little over a month and a week. just to outline it, he’s 17 and i’m 14. our birthday’s are both in november. my parents know we’re together, and they love him.
anyways. we used to always argue and fight, like it was pretty much a daily thing, no lie. but the other night, we got into a big one, and he told me that “if he hurts me again, then he wants me to break up with me.” i didnt agree to this, but i didnt disagree. ever since that night, there has been a little tension. we havent been in any big arguments or fights, maybe just minor ones that we got over. i feel like he’s kind of pulling away from me, and he doesnt say ‘i love you’ nearly as much as he used to .. usually, it’s just ‘love you’ now. i dont know if it means his feelings are changed, but it bothers me knowing that he wont say “i love you.” but when we’re together, everything is like perfectly fine. but when we’re not, it’s all weird. [continued]
last night, i told him that i felt like he was trying to get out of it the easy way by telling me to break up with him and what not. but he told me that he’s man enough to do it, and if he did, he would use “i dont think we’re going anywhere” as his excuse, but really it’d be because he’s tired of all the arguments. and then somehow, we ended up talking about him being ready to have *** when i’m ready. i dont know how we got on it, but it made me feel like he’s pulling away lately because we dont ‘do anything.’ i’ve been in relationships where i’ve got emotionally attached because of doing sexual things. but in this one, i’ve held off ever since we’ve been together and the farthest we’ve gone was making out. i admit, i’m proud of this because i love this boy more than anything, and i havent felt like this in a long long time. he makes me feel so special. also, the past two weeks or so, he hasnt been exactly doing everything he used to do when we started going out .. he used to brush my
hair out of my face, mess it up, play with it, he’d run his hands along my face, always tell me that i’m beautiful, tickle me, just all the little things that made me fall in love with him. but those havent exactly been there lately.
i just need a way to reel him back in. i miss him, and i want the old guy back that i used to have.
sorry this is long.
Mickey
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